After meeting and spending time with Sandy, we had finally some feeling of fullfillment. We now knew we were not going crazy and that someone else understood what we were talking about and confirmed our suspicions. While we were at Sandy’s shop we each bought a set of tarot cards. We had no clue how to use them but it felt so right to get them. When we got home we thought about using these new cards but we needed a break from all this info and our heads were just overflowing with thoughts and feelings of what we just experienced so we decided to wait until the next day. That night while sleeping, I started dreaming about that girl from the renn period again. I felt so close to her; like I new every thought and every inch of her.
I woke up with the urge to find out more about her and who she was and how she was tied to me. Later that day Lauren and I decided that it was time to try out our new tarot cards. We were so nervous, almost like something bad was going to happen to us if we used them. This most likely came from our parents ingraining that they were into our heads as children. Nonetheless, we opened them up and asked about our gifts and each other, and holy crap were they accurate to the very detail. We could feel energy flow through our fingers as we touched each card. One of the most thrilling feelings we ever had was the first touch of those cards and learning how to read them.
We next decided to try automatic writing. For those of you who don’t know, auto-writing is where you channel spirits, past lives, etc. by using pen and paper and allowing them to write through you. We decided that we should try this exercise one at a time just in case something went wrong we could pull each other out of the trance or away from the spirits. Lauren went first, I watched as she shut her eyes and let her hand start writing whatever came to mind. She started to channel this girl named Mary. She wrote numbers and words and eventually sentences. After opening her eyes I could tell that this spirit was a sad one but I couldn’t determine anything more than that seeing how new we were at this. While Lauren processed everything she felt, I decided to try my hand at auto-writing.
At first I didn’t feel anything, just zoning out honestly and scribbling on the page. But then suddenly it was as if something took over my hand. I was scared out of my mind honestly. In my head I knew I had only hoped that this would happen not believing it actually would. I just kept seeing seven people and seven names. They just kept flashing like a camera taking pictures, and all the while I had no idea what I was writing. Finally everything just came to a complete stop and I laid my hand down. I asked Lauren if I did anything strange or noticeable. All she said was that I was writing like a mad woman. So we decided to read what I had wrote. Over and over and over again was written the words “seven” and “flames”. Three whole pages full of them. As I turned to the next page the words started to stream together saying the “circle of flames” or “circle of seven”. Then finally the names Elaina and Elizabeth were written at the bottom of the last page. I had no clue what to do with this information and neither did Lauren.
We were just so stunned with everything that we knew we had to just give it a break for the night. We would sleep on it and let everything settle and talk about it in the morning. But sleeping on it wasn’t going to happen when it came to me. So much more was in store that night in my dreams.
Well that’s all I have for you tonight my friends.
Blessed Be
Elaina (Circle of 7 Flames)